Nex post - Next new day .

Yesterday was yesterday .

Today was today .

We patched up .

And I wished for no fights.

Not anymore please.

I love you .

Sherry Eexue 

- мг zac - 

i love my girl only and thats her - sherry 

Updates. [15NOV]

Hey guys .
Im back to my blogging life.
Just wanted to share something with you guys.

10:19PM Monday - 15November2010
Pardon me because I'm also not in the mood of writing blog right now.
So , I just write them in the way how I use to talk and chat with my friends.
Well , Here it goes >>




since yesterday , i've not taken my dinner , my bath , even my breakfast .
sleep , i guess i did sleep for afew hours .. or should i say " minutes"
i cant do anything .
since yesterday ,
my feeling were like , crashed .
everything was like ..in a rush..
i covered that feelings..
never wanted to share with her .
i guess u all know who is the "her" im talking about .
she always wanted me to be happy .
happy happy and also make her happy as well.
i have to hide those feelings .
because i wanted her to be happy.
her happiness is important for me.
i dont care about myself sometimes.
its all her that i care .
2 days of not taking my lunch and dinner ,
i dont feel hungry at all.
i guess , love is helping me to stand up atleast.
but what happened today ,
i had to say , that it was my fault first.
i should stress too much on her .
i should be too bossy .
i guess , i have my father's attitude ( which is being bossy )
but for me , i dont think that im bossy ,
i always give her freedom ..
its up to her whether she wans to follow me or what..
i know that girl dont like to be controlled.
i tried everything i could .
but i stil fail in the end .
for just 1 advise..
i myself is confused right now.
i dont know its my fault or hers..
im just a jerk..
a full crapload of shit with no any specialties nor abilities lied within.
i cant even make her happy atleast ..
...
its all my fault..
this is what happened..
it all started with an advice..
i told her not to mix with malay people too much..
not to Over Socialize with them.
the way i see her .
like , soo friendly .
whatever happen to you , darling , everyone would come blaming me
saying that im not taking care of you .
saying that im not a responsible bf .
and there she goes..
" Fine ! i wont talk to any malay people , not even my friends ,
teacher , not even my uncle "
..i said sorry to her .
i smsed and miss call her soo many times.
she didnt wan to pick up..
she didnt wan to reply..
so i decided to call her house phone ..
her mum picked.
she said her daughter was busy with tomorrow sumting .
and she passed the phone to her ..
so i talked to her..
every question i ask..
her answer : dont know , don't want
.. can we sms ( dont want )
.. you wan to talk me de ma ? ( dont want )
.. why ( dont know , i just dont want )
ended up quarreling..
she hangs up the call..
i was stunned and i didn't even know what was i doing..
you guys think ba..
i kept on asking question..
the same question
and hoping for her to atleast just tell me what is playing in her mind ,
and what she answers me is all the same..
asked so many times..
and get answered the same answer..

i just wish she would come back to me..
after that phone call .
i did send her a message..
a long one..
and im pretty sure that she wont read it..
she wont even look at it..
as i expected , she switched her phone off..

tonight is gonna be a rough night..
i do sleep alone..
but tonight..
i am really sleeping alone..
without her..
my tears just cant stop rollin' down..
after everything we had did together..
sherry , dont you feel the same ?
..well u know what ?
i feel that u wont be feeling sad afterall..
i know u wanted this to happen..
..u dont want to reply me ..
you dont want to answer me..
and..
just 3 days ago..
its was our 5th month anniversary..
..






- МГ ZAC ♥-
"Its broken already.. please come back because you are the only one who can fix it.."

Post 6th : =/

Sorry about yesterday.
I had no time to update my blog.
But , really nothing special happened.
Just a normal day it was .
My exam was fine only .
Just worried about my Chemistry and Moral.
I screw up these subjects.
Hope my result would satisfy both of my parents.
Haihz .
For yesterday's post,
Nothing happened to me actually.
So, I continue with my today's Post.
* morning ! ><
* Bath..
* Go through Mathematics (just looking @@)
* Went to school.
* Nervous.
* Answered ALL Question with Pride to get an A for my Mathematics  :)
* wahahahaahah XD
* Back from school.
* Did nothing actually.
* Slept.
* Woke up and Spent time playing MapleStory for awhile.
* Study and prepared for my Additional Mathematical Examination for tomorrow.
There are quite a little missunderstanding between Her and Me .
I guess , we need more time to understand each other.
Maybe , what we are having right now ,
Which is Love .
Is too fast?
Who knows...
That shows my recklessness of choosing partner for Life : -No Patiences-
I'M TRYING TO CHANGE OKAY?
I love you Sherry Tay Ee Xue.



- МГ ZAC♥ -
love changes me ! 

5th Post : Sweet Day

My 5th day.
Working on this blog.
Its such a Happy news.
That my Sweetheart does have her own blog too :)
Love her so much.
Well.
Today was.
Kinda.
A Weird day.
But, Its really a sweet day for me.
Morning, Went to my chemistry tuition
It was the year's Last Chemistry Tuition.
Well.
No Farewell parties :)
Hehe.
Before going to tuition,
I thought I lost my Spectacles.
But then ,
I remembered that I left my Specs on Her car !
Ha Ha !
After the tuition,
I reached home.
Actually,
Today was like.
Nothing special.
Everyone was going on as it use to be going on :O
Hehes.
But,
Today is the day where She had the chance to see my Mom.
She said my Mom was friendly.
She passed her my specs and a few biscuits.
Yummy ~
Thanks Darling.
But ,
When she came my house,
I was sleeping !
Ouch ! :(
Wish I was awake.
I don't even know why I was sleeping that time.
Weird. O.O''
Today,
Felt really happy .
Because she was at my side all the time.
Sms-ed me non-stop.
Thanks Xue.
And credited for me :)
Thats really sweet.
Well.
Its 12:44AM now .
I need to continue study my Chemistry.
Because tomorrow is my Chemistry exam.
Bibi will be having her Science Exam.
Wish you luck my sweetheart.

- МГ ZAC♥-


"Because you're amazing, just the way you are"

4th day : With my darling and her mum ♥

Today ~
Was kinda special.
Morning .
Go school.
It was Saturday.
Because for those Form4 , we had our history exams.
It was easy for me because I had my Backup Plans.
Ha ha.
After school,
Rushed home.
1st thing I did was relax.
Went to my bed and start missing her.
It had been so long for me.
I just met her the day before yesterday.
But, the feeling.
Comes back and.
And.
I REALLY DO MISS HER !
My girl  ♥
3.00pm It was.
I was getting prepared for my tuition.
But,
The worst part is.
I DIDN'T SLEEP AT ALL! 
Its was really tiring.
At tuition. 
I was like.
Half sleeping ,
Half awake.
After tuition, I followed my wife to munch up "Satays" with her Mum.
We did had a great time together.
After that, her mum sent me home.
I returned home with a wide smile on my face  ♥
And then , 
I downloaded some movies and I left my computer on while I was away.
I downloaded Resident Evil ( Afterlife ) [ Which i had watched just now { Oh Ma God it was so cool ! } ] , Step Up 3D ( which I would like to make it as my Midnight Show later :) ) and Get Him to Greek ( a comedy   movie .. so funny xD ) 


I have to say .
Resident Evil ( Afterlife ) was COOL ! 


Thats it for today .
I enjoyed my day.
With movies and my wife 


- МГ ZAC♥ -


" Love comes to me in the form of someone like you " 

3rd Post

Today I was kinda busy .
Tomorrow would be moral.
Sorry for not updating my blog .
Really sorry..
Really sorry sorry sorry ..



- МГ ZAC♥-

where I first fell in love with you.

2nd post.

Today.

Felt really different.

Everything started with a mess.

My English exam.

Wrote more than 3000words.

Then the paper after recess.

Well. 

Conclusion is.

My English was Perfection.

*I didn't mean to say that I am showing off*

 - I just feel that it was perfect.

After school.

Went to G-Space.

Study with friends.

Kai Zhen , Shu Min , Ee Xue.

Now at home.

Blogging.

Well.

I just cover for tonight's post.

Just wish that shes happy always.

With me

Without me

She will be happy.

Nowadays really don't know what is happening to me.

Always feel like want to cry 

And cry

And cry.

The pain is endless.

Just wish there will be someone who could be my cure.

But I Myself don't even know who.

I guess.

I'll just have to wait.

I trust Time.

It'll help me make things right.

* thanks to Stepsister Kai Zhen for cheering me up * 

- МГ ZAC♥-

"The worth of love can't be proven just in words but must be in action!"

New Blog page .

Thanks for coming by my blog site.
Its ain't anything new im gonna make.
Its still the same as I usually express my feelings here.
Before this, i was really kinda busy.
A lot of things to do with my studies.
A lot of things to do with my NEW LIFE.
Everything just seems to be changing.
But.
I'm still the same.
I just cant change myself.
Today makes it 20.10.2010.
A few months had passed.
Me and my girl had been together since 12June2010.
So, its been 4months and a few days.
Our relationship is a complicated one.
Seriously Complicated *
I treated her like my life.
I know what i meant just now was kinda Silly for some people.
But, I don't care what you think.
I take my love seriously.
And.
I really do hope SHE takes it seriously too.
Recently, this past few days.
I've been suffering from short memories.
I can't even recall back what I've done 1 minute before.
Sigh.
Yeah.
It still kills me.
The pain.
The hurt.
From the past.
I just cant erase them.
Bitter are too bitter for me to forget.

Day Routine - 20.10.2010


* Woke up from bed at 4.47am ( I jot the time right after I woke up )


* Open laptop 


* Revised on my Bahasa exam notes which I found on Google the day before.


* Cant even concentrate


* Kept on thinking of her 


* Managed to get through it by forcing myself to memorize the whole thing.


* 5.15am.


* Planned to sleep for awhile.


* Mum woke me up at 5.30am ( Hey c'mon , i wasnt sleeping okay ? " ) =[


* Bathe


* Prepare everything and made my move to school at 6.24am


* Reached my High School at approximately 6.50am


* Went into classroom .


* Slept ** 


* When i woke up , OMG I AM LATE FOR MY ASSEMBLY .


* Went downstair with my friends. ( I wasn't feeling scared cz' its like , 7/10 of the pupils of the school were late for the assembly [mostly Form4 =.=]




* Dicipline teacher gave 2 choice [ Cane / Demerit ]


* Choose to receive Cane :O


* Not pain also =.=  No idea why my friends keep saying " 我的屁股很痛 "




* First exam was Bahasa Melayu.


* Nervous


* Exam-ing ( IM SO DEAD ! )


* Done with my papers and decided to relax my mind.


* So , I closed my eye and just lay-ed my head on the table.


* After afew seconds, the discipline teacher rushed in my classroom.


* Without me noticing him in front of me , he canned me ! ( OUCH ) 


* WTH ?  I wasn't ASLEEP! 


* Whats wrong with this teachers nowadays =/


* Recessssssssssssssssss 


* Hasted just to find the Moral Teacher because we had come unfinished business :P 


* Was too busy . 


* Forgot to eat ( Opps ) 


* Went upstairs.


* OH NO ! 10 MINUTES MORE NEXT EXAM ! @.@


* Bashed my friends o.o''


* Went to next class , asking for Sample Answers ( we knew what was coming out for our exam ^^ ) 


* Quickly memorized xD


* NO TEACHER WTF !?


* OTHER CLASS HAD STARTED THEIR EXAM , AND WE ?


* LOL 


* Replace teacher . The savior of our Exam :)


* Wrote nonsense 


* Cz' cant concentrate at all


* Back Home.


* Cried .


* Emotional.


* Etc. Etc. Etc. ( Only my sister [ Kai Zhen ] knows why ) 


* Night takes over the day .


* Prepared to tuition . 


* Went and reached Additional Mathematics tuition quite Early.


* Lose Control .


* BAD MOOD 


* 1. I forget my specs.


   2. Angry over something ( Fought with someone ) 


* Everything turn out to be normal then .


* Came back home.


* Switched on the laptop.


* Decided to create a New Blog since my OLD Blogs were SO DEAD .


* Blogging .










- МГ ZAC-
"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides"